'Zombified'

Jen: "I need a coffee."
I: "Hah? A cup of coffee? not good for u. i'll get u coke instead."
She meant the coffin.

She asked me, 'Why can't they let us rest in peace?"
She meant why can't they let us leave in happily.

Let me tell u why she and i feel the same way today...

she has 2 ridiculous customers today.
One scolded her bcoz of the long wait for medication and she missed her appointments.
The senior PA, R likes to act 'boss' and irritate Jen and me.

Mine? Is a every other day (eod) happening.
1a) I mean that the seniors are scheduled to do today's extemp.
They didn't do the difficult case and refused to prepare the walk-in case.
1b) R slammed the prescription in front of me on the desk. Who he thinks he is?
They thought i'm the coordinator of extemp so... i must do everything they throw to me?
2) I have to do it myself or beg my other department staff to prepare. It is bcoz some 'smart aleck' didn't change the collection date in the calendar when he/she told the parent that they can collect the extemp medicine today instead of the allocated date.

We don't care le!
We are not going to become slaves anymore, getting our blood and energy sucked everyday.
It's time that we try to resuscitate ourselves before it's too late.


The few of us have given our resignation letters bcoz of the happenings.
We are really going. They all have to bear the cost.

Vice-head asked me whether i can extend my stay anot.
I consulted my frenz and sister, they said "No! Just go!"

They know that we're being bullied by the experienced staffs (irregardless whether PT or PA).
Our families and frenz have listened us when we complained in tears and frustration.

Alone (part 2)

Noraizah asked me when I am flying to Australia. I told her, it is at the end of June 2008.
She will be alone at the pharmacy, she said. It is bcoz most of us are pursuing our dreams or fulfill our family duties.

Siuling also felt the same way since her little 'sister' (that's me) is going to be a student again.
The least i can do is to help out at her wedding and share her joy of getting married.

I totally forgotten that little Bernard will also be alone there. He asked me "when will be my last day? Monday is my first day of school. I won't be seeing you here during school holidays. " I: "Erm. Aiya! We don't have to meet here. We can hang-out elsewhere."
I mean there is no young blood to click with him. So poor thing. He will be back with the routine of studying and working there on Saturdays. I felt like giving him a hug of comfort. Sigh...

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Now, i feel sad when i send frenz off at the airport, either they are going back to their hometown or flying overseas to study or work.

I am still not mentally and financially prepared. Err!

I pray that Lord will give me and my fren, Gene, a good study loan (pray that it will be a good bargain). Through the power of the Holy spirit, we will have the strength to study hard and the wisdom. Help me to choose 2 majors that are most suitable for me (bcoz i like sciences, biology and chemistry). Protect my loved ones, oh God, especially my sister and grandma. Keep them safe and healthy, be surrounded with good company. All these, i pray in Jesus's name. Amen.

New year blessings

My fren smsed:

I asked God, "How do i get the best out of life..?"

God answered: "Face ur past without regret. handle ur present with confidence. prepare for the future without fear.."
Then He added "keep the faith & drop the fear. don't believe ur doubts & never doubt ur beliefs. life is wonderful if u know how to live."

I pray that everyone that i know, will have a blessed year in 2008.
May God be with them always and bless them with good health and have good company.
In the Lord's most precious name. Amen.