The darker side

A customer shouted at Sam yesterday morning, It happened in front of the long queue. OMG!
She commmented that Sam is unfriendly, purposedly dropped her items and threw the receipt in her face.
Dots.. Our counter tops are crampy and things may topple over.
Sam served her with an expressionless face and left the receipt on the counter.

It is the peak period. We are trying to speed up the waiting time.
I think the Obasan (aka auntie in jap) is Full Of Nonsense (FON) and being unreasonable.
She made Sam cry lo. Crap!

Sam told me that she hate this job. I totally agree with her.
Y? The patients / customers and the staff are FON cum Full Of Crap (FOC).
They always ask for freebies, free of charge (foc) items and more discounts.
... ...

I have to do 3 couriers before today's deadline and my scheduled duty is to help outside.
I'm trying to plan what to do 1st.
He nagged lo.

("Relac lah!" This phrase came to mind. It means to relax and cool. QY mentioned it to us, when he told us he said that to the supervisor. She's like a ganjiong spider.)
It is the same case at our side.
The old staff can be as slow as snails at one time and ganjiong spiders at the other moment.

I got irritated. I scolded Ben for disturbing me.
... ...

I gave my colleague and another student a stern look.
One wna clarify things while the student teased me.
In the end, both gotten scolded.


I should be applying the Gospel (To be quick to listen, slow to anger and slow to speak).
I did reflect soon after and told them what's happening.
... ...

Y is the darker side that is evil, trying to ruin our love of serving others ?
>_<"

It's not Monday blues for today, its the sleepy spell...

On my way to work, I prayed:
dear Heavenly Father,
I pray that we will not have Monday blues.
Through the power of the holy spirit,
give us strength and wisdom to complete the work and handle the holiday crowd of patients.

But..
our bodies are weak and tired due to the hectic schedule last week and lack of manpower.
I'm also tired le and sleepy.
My frenz and i are going to turn into sleeping beauties before the day is over...

Anime (Bleach) 2nd opening song

D-tecnoLife

Performer: UVERworld

Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed
Shouler the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live

Your hand that i held...

Will we lose it someday?
I want to protect you and that disappearing smile
The ringing voice that calls me dries out
Even if it gets erased by the wind along time
I will find you

Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed
Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people
Everything that happens in the unseen future has a meaning
So stay like this, there'll come a time when you will realize

Like a rusted person

It felt so hollow to just pile atop one another
You said you could live on your own
Just with the usual kind words
You ache to a point where I cannot reach you

Your hand that I held searched for some simple kindness
Do you remember
By learning pain, you can become a person who can be kind to others
Drive your Life

Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed
Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people
Everything that happens in the unseen future has a meaning
So stay like this, there'll come a time when you will realize

How can I see the meaning of life
Disappearing, you're the only. . .

So you will not break, you distance yourself from me
Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people
Now it's by and by, even if you cannot see, there's a meaning to everything
Shoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live

You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . your different Life?
You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . though, we cannot return

Like in times of warped memories, we can understand someday

We'r going to leave.

Sam-sam asked "R u going with us on Jan 2008?"
"We can hand in the resignation letter after we have confirmed the bonus is?
They won't cancel it at the last minute right?"
She looked so afraid that we'll lose the money.

I assured her that on 18th Dec, the bonus will be credited into our bank account.

I was thinking about what I told Kim and SJ that time during meet-up, 16 or 17/10/2007.
(We are leaving the place to look for a better future.
Don't have to feel bad about leaving and they have a lack of staff.
It's not our fault.)