I boost my frenz' morale but... mine? It turns to one of the lowest again.

~ my heart is dripping blood, like Allen's of D Gray Man.

I really can't understand. Maybe their mentality is different from ours.

I'm supposed to be on course today.
I kept having the runs.

I sms my assistant to help.
You know what she reply? "Doing cashiering, can't help. Very sorry."

~Crap! I really can't stand their (S.C's) attitude.
If my frenz read this? You will sense our frustration and tiredness.
Let me carry on with the happening.


... ...


Ben told me, Mandy will be your buddy for the syrup duty and she will take over when you go and study.
~Hah? You want me to pass over to my gf and let her suffer? You all do it yourselves!
Mandy whispered, I like doing this kind of lab work.

~I thought of telling her something but... my defense went up. WHY? S.C. like to eavesdrop. They can hear through walls.

I spoke softly, I'll tell you the whole story when we'r alone.


Then a few hours later,

My chief cashiers complain to me about Kamariah.
She just like to sit to do cashiering and refuse to move.
They meant, she don't put back the extra stocks / patients' baskets.
~Wah liao! My chief cashiers are having bad aches and headaches.

I comforted both of them, "Don't worry. We do our best everyday, to help and do our own work. Ignore her. She will be the one who has to answer to her God, not us."


When i was going home,

my colleague, Jennifer looked she's about to cry.
~Hmm.
It's about Uncle Raymond again.
He kept asking her to be faster. He bullied her because she's nice.
He's that type who you have to ask EXTRA nicely, then he'll help you.
~Crap!
"I'm the OTC staff today. I'm sorry that I wasn't there to help." I said.

I said similar things to her, like what I've told my chief cashiers.
"S.C. will always be there until they retire. We need a major revamp, in order to balance out the work."
She's so enthusastic about the revamp.
Haha...

~Dear Heavenly Father,
I've been praying this everyday.
I pray that the S.C. will do their part to help. Instead of making use of the rest of us, the Ant workers.
We'll ignore their bad habits and carry on as per normal.

There'll be a meeting that we not only talk about the workflow, but also the welfare of the staffs.
How can we maintain our standards when the S.C. kept on doing things their way?

I pray for a peace of mind, normal heartbeat and blood pressure for the few of us.
In Jesus' precious name, Amen.

If I didn't meet QY at the end of the day? My mood will drop to the bottom of the pit.
Thank God that a 'brother' is always there to make me laugh (though they like to tease me alot but.. I don't mind.).
They don't have bad motives against you. Unlike some people, S.C.

>_<" I think it's another bad day plus pms le.