Slimmer? Is it?

Sun 15-07-2007.
Went to meet sec sch frenz to celebrate Xuezhen's bday.
"Wah! So long, 5 years nvr see u. u'r slimmer." Puiming said.
(Heh? Me?)
"Much skinner compared to O level's time."

Watch Harry potter @ the Cathay. The movie's okay. Kinda touching at certain parts (feels as though he's in similar situation as me). Almost cried but my 2 chatty galfrenz kept asking me questions about the previous movies. They disturbed my peace.

Thought about wat Dr Richard Roberts spoke (in sermon),
when it turns from bad to WORSE... normally ppl will tink it'll turn into a disaster.
For us, christians? Pray until something happens. It will be a miracle.

Today...
Dinner with my gege and siuling-jiejie. Haha... They really have the couple face.

Siuling kept telling him tt i look skinner. Have i?
He asked, "did i eat properly?"
(Hmm. For past 2 years, i eat normally but without dinner and excercise. Maybe due to the stress. Tt's why i can't gain weight and always have gastric problems.)
Dots... He nagged like crazy. Lol... He's concerned for my health lah.

Told me to take good care of myself in Aussie and to meet the right ppl.
Go for attachment thr if there's opportunity. (good for me to work and earn extra $$ and it'll look nice on resume. If not, i'll be broke!)
It's good to specialize in a particular area of Chemistry.
>_<" The weird thing is i asked him for a belated 21st bday present, he asked me to wait another 21 years for it. Haha... i looked amused at him, saying "u said the same thing as Uncle yeow. Lol... no wonder u'r frenz. Both at the same frequency de." ;p

Help me???

Tricia changed her mind abt leaving. She's going inpatient.
"Good 4 u. its safer thr"
(but... why she wna stay? i wonder?)

Complain to her tt Siliang said "u beta train another "u" b4 u leave."
(I dont get wat he means? He meant another puppet / person for them to manipulate?)
She respond, "he's influenced by the 'BAD' culture after being with them for so long. Don't get affected by them, tt's more impt."

True... i'll do a proper handover and i'll leave this God-forsaken place. U all are really BAD like... (i duno wat words to describe).

Now... i can only hug myself and cry. >_<"
But.. thank God for Jo, Sam, Tricia and some galfrenz who are still around to keep me company.
If not, i'll turn into an old hag b4 i reach the age of 30, man.
Dots.

Fly away to... Aussie.

Boss need me to check something.
"can't i do it tmw? i've to rush to Airport." (the plane can't wait. the work is always there. It'll be done but.. later only.)

(dont care!) i dashed to send zhiyong and jasmine off.
(Hee...) I din tell Jas that Rongchang may be coming. Anyway, he' late.
We said goodbyes and gave our blessings.

They went in (with tear-stained faces).
I told myself not to cry. (bcoz once i start? its difficult for me to stop. So sentimental sia.)
When i turn around to look for RC, i find him hiding behind me.
(Ahh... seems like he might cry bcoz his eyes r red.) I was thinking maybe he's afraid tt i'll tease him abt it.
Woo... sad sia.




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I have a craving for dessert to soothe the sad feeling. So i brought RC to Cafe Cartel and chill out.
Through the conversation, i realise tt both of us are sentimental. He can't bear the thought of leaving his parents to study overseas. (bcoz he's sort of a Mummy's boy. I dun get it. Y some guys r jus like tt?) I? Most important ppl r my sister and granny, plus my close frenz. (all r my guardian angels / listening ears to my nonsense.)

(Hack care!?)

Even i feel more frightened than excited abt going Australia to study next year?
I'll still stick to it.

I pray tt Heavenly Father will give me strength and the wisdom about what to do. "Ask, seek and u'll find. :p