Reminisce…

This is the 2nd last day of year 2006. I’m writing my New Year resolutions le.

Going through the memories like flipping the pages of a storybook:
~ why some of the close friends have to go?
Jiayang (dec 2005) & Aunty Rina (apr 2006) for a better job environment,
Qiuyi (dec 2006) & Uncle Hie (gone soon in feb 2007) for further studies.
Sigh…
~ one of my "brother’s" back for good & the other’s leaving.
Chor Kian is back from his attachment in Boston as a research scientist (Cool leh!). But… Szu Liang is going for his Masters in Clinical pharmacy in Perth in feb 2007. Both are gone for one and a half years. Xian…
~ a few of my patients passed away.
Thank God that one of the girls survived.
~gone to the furthest place that I’ve ever go = San Francisco (17 hours to go there)
I don’t like the cool and cold feeling at night and when you wake up.
~ Spend a nice & Happy 21st b’day with loved friends & colleagues.
Thanks a lot, you guys for everything and the presents.

These are just the highlights I wanna mention. About the sad days… who wants to remember? Just dump all into the trash bag. :p

My 2007 new year wishes (not including my 21st bday wishes. I have too many wishes to write le.) ->
~ go cycling and outing with Siuling-jie & Chor Kian-gege
~ get Uncle Hie’s email address
~ take a break every afternoon to do the capsules (I hate this part!)
~ go singing karaoke more with the gals
~ apply for university
~ find a nice dress for Siuling-jie’s & Chor Kian-gege’s wedding

Itz a busy day and someone is getting on my nerves.

Due to the holiday season, our mornings are always the busiest. It is likewise for today.

"We need to call for help le. The waiting time for the express queue is reaching 45mins le", I said. Coz Lady boss has gone for renovation meeting, Aishing's off-call and Uncle Hie's covering Oncology pharmacy. Diao...

"Hello? Are you all very busy? Is Siuling or Uncle Hie around? Can you ask him to answer the call?" I asked Huijin. "We're okay here. Our orders haven't come in yet." she replied.
"Yes?! FXL?"Uncle Hie said on the line."Can you don't be so rude? People is asking for your help. Leh!" I shouted. The colleagus on the other end of the phone laughed. "Okay okay... Ms foo, wat's up?" He replied (knowing that i'm really pissed off). "Can you come down and help and also get helpers? It's really jammed here." I muttered. "Okay," he replied.

So annoying xia, I told Shifu. Why is he acting so childish? Trying to get on my nerves... Hmm.. Dotz... Idiot gege xia!

Not my type of guy…

[You’re like my tummy-worm. You know me inside out.
I’m afraid that I’ll like him. I’m not sure of my feelings. Sigh… (Can’t there be a PLATONIC friendship or brother-and-sister relationship between a guy and a girl?)
Some of my girlfriends tried to sabotage and tease me. They just think otherwise. I can’t be bothered with this bcoz’ I have tonnes of work to do and he’s leaving for further studies in Perth. ] I was telling Meixiu all this.

Haha… haiz. (No way, man. That’s crazy.) "I like the height. That’s it. Full stop!" my girlfriend will laugh when I said that to them. Forget it lah! The more you try to explain, the more the rest will think that I like him. Noo…

He only has a younger brother and guy cousins (I guess). So I would assume he’s teasing and treating me like a little sister. I don’t care what the rest of the pharmacy gang will say bcoz’ my conscience is clear. There are no fast heartbeats or breathless moments. (I may have thought too much on this part. So dramatic right?)

I've been constipated for so long... And i really had enough of this nonsense le.

Haiz... this is always my opening expression. Why...? Well... it's usually about the stupid work that i have to do.

Okay... First thing first.. it's about the things that i'm in-charge of: Extemporaneous syrups, Biotin and Sodium Benzoate powder. And also some other problems lah...

I need to talk to my boss lady about the preparation of extemp. syrups le. Coz another area is gonna be renovated and the staff is asking when they can stop making things for us. Hah...? But the thing is there are people who don't do things and they juz talk with their mouths. Damned annoying loh. We need the space and the manpower le but look at the staff.. Not that i'm being sarcastic but... the character-wise. They really kinda sux BIG TIME loh.

Thank God that when she came to work this afternoon, she saw my LONG note. I wrote truthfully, saying that people are unsure what they are supposed to do.
So we will have a lesson with them and pair them up with the staff that are more experienced. If not, they (the nonsensical ones) will juz scream for the person-in-charge of that duty. I'm sick and tired of that loh. Nobody listens to me de bcoz I'm the youngest and least-experienced.

I juz wanna drop everything here and run. But I'm not that type of person who do that and my boss knows Ms Mad Hor. Damned... Bad luck xia.

Christmas party that won’t be the same as 2005’s.

Even before Aunty Florence told me "I’m not going to the party," I’ve made up my mind not to attend le. I just feel that it’s not the same like last year (2005’s). With so many people coming and going, the fond memories and fun times are gone. All are broken into pieces that can never be mended together. (You might think that I’m being childish but... it just feels different.)

One of my close colleagues, Uncle Ben said "Xiuli is a sour pussy." (Like I care?) Some of my girlfriends and even Uncle Hie tried to persuade me but in vain. It won’t be as fun and exciting like last year’s. (Just feel it isn’t right.)

If I didn’t meet my friend for dinner, I would just be reading the Bible and remembering the good old days at a quiet corner of the airport.